May i humbly take a break from the armor that protects me. May I lay it aside for a moment to feel. I can feel the pain of aloneness and solitude. No one to touch, hug, kiss, no one to touch me or hug me or kiss me. But more than that I miss the love of my mother. That unconditional love. That encouraging, edifying love. The Love of a mother that hopes all thing, believes all things, knows all things about me. Even tho she knows all the bad things too, she never looked at that. Her precious, pure eyes could only see the good, the sincere, the love. Imparted into me from her own reservoir of unfathomable goodness. If I can become one fraction of the kind, gentle, faithful woman she was. I will be a success. This is my desire, to be like her, to Glorify my God and to endure the hardship this world has with grace, dignity, purity and faith.
I do so miss you Mom, forgive me for how things ended up. I wish I could have kissed you into eternity. But you know I was there as long as I could be. I tired so hard to protect you and make things easier for you, more peaceful. I did my best I hope it was enough....I Love you Mom, Good Bye
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